Ketamine helped me separate myself into different parts, not in a way that made me feel in pieces, but in a way that allowed me to feel whole.

I separated myself away from the things I'd been anchoring myself. I was no longer visualizing rooms or physical places - or painful feelings - I was somewhere abstract and dark. And comforting.

As beautiful as we all want to be, we all have a dirty secret. And It was rotting before you had a clue it was growing.